But I’m not gonna cry.

Wednesday, October 31, 2007 @ 5:07 AM

same thing happened to me almost everyday of der sch holidaes...so guess wad??u need nt read todaes post b cause u can jus read yesterdae's wan!! cause almost everythin happen the same ecept 4 som com jam thikngy...if not.all same!!!ma broought food back jus tat is diff food.
she camed home at abt d same time.so is life my dae todae is bck to yesterdae lar...i hope tmr is nt like tat lor.i really miss nicole....sherilyn....hidayah...dear...farah......and habibah.actually wanna go out de, but hidayah said dun wan...she wan to w8 4 nicole cum back frm OBS then c 1st.

oh ya...stil got sumthing diff.me and hidayah chat in msn and c each other frm webbie and make stoopid patterns like sqeeze sqeeze de actions...lucky mama nei cum in c...tats all lor.

missin all of them.....
nicole-u stoopid sia...y go OBS ??!!!i noe lar u dun wan go de but if dun go muz pay $$ hor..haiz.dunno hw r u doin.hope tat everythin goes well and cumback muz nt grow thin ah!!!i wan c u like normal if nt means tat u go there nei eat food.anyways thin oso good lah..u got tummie le.haha.muackz!!!
sherlilyn-since u nt depressed,yue me go out lar..i goin to land into depression le leh!!save me leh...i bored sia.u muz stay happy k??love u!!!
hidayah-quackz!!!quack quack quack quack quack quack!!! qwmuarks!!(understand??)u shd learn duck language if u don't.u failer duck!!!haha jkjk!! take good care..always b wit u

Tuesday, October 30, 2007 @ 4:56 AM

todae wok up damn early coz pple woke me up...infact i woke up at around 7.05 bah.kena chao till jing cham lor.got music..got ple tokin...ai ya.very noise lah!!!
but lucky my new com arrived.i still can play it.i lent sims 2 frm hidayah n play....i play frm wad time u all guess???i play frm like 7.30 to like 6.30>NON STOP CAN!!!
then nw wad?i got headache.very good...very good ah NATALIE!!!ai ya...bao ying.lol.play lah...play..then nw kena.but i tmr will mostlikely do the same thing again.so,train lah....will get used to it de mah.got 2 months leh..the sim i crated two famillies....and i made them married...the name s r wad u all noe?ah...hidayah and AHEM!!!she shd noe lah hor hidayah?!
then d other is maryane ah??dunno lah.sumthing like tat jiu dui le lah.abt 4.30 like tat mama came home frm dunno wad hotel lah...got confrence meeting...then brought home salmon tart roll and strawberry cheese cake..is damn nice lor!!!yummie.=.='''haha.then went back to play again.play play play till daddy came home...at salad wif mama and bro.daddy and ahma ate rice.i eat finish le again go play...till nw then i blog lor...oh ya...got tok to hidyah sherilyn and habibah..she send me song.sherilyn sms say wad eu can play der game so long???
i play a while then pek chek liao then mai play le...haha.sherilyn.u dunno hw to cope mah.haha.n i dun lol le.i haha.coz u say de,.dun lol le.....
overall fur todae is i dunno coz i dunno if i m happy or sian.i dun even noe lar.brainjam liao lor..cannt rite le...bye!!muackz!

I WONDER WEN THEN CAN V MEET AGAIN...1 YEAR?6MONTHS?3MONTHS?1.5MONTHS/ nobody noes..
all i can do is wish all of u da best 4 everthing and hav lots of plannins 4 tis 2 months holiday...nt like me oni got eat slp pang sai pang pui play game like tat oni k?
nicole¬try ur very best in wadever u wan....n only give up til the last minute...v all r behind to support eu.
sherilyn¬dun need depress le...n dun think too much cuz bang kia liao!!!can play and do wadeva eu wan le...so enjoy ur life wisely witch is by going out wif ur frenz lah duh!!!
hidayah¬u don cum yayapapaya le hor...then dun always say wad u got luck...muz work hard in everythin....if nt got bao ying ah!!!!haha.take care ah!!
shihui dear¬dear dear...u muz tc k??n dun b too horny ah...haha.hope tat everythin goes well in life..MUACKZ!!!

Sunday, October 28, 2007 @ 4:04 AM
wad der hell.....

lame shit lah...todae almost gonna die rite there sia.so sian lorx!!!haiyo.yesterdae dun hab com to use, veri sian...todae got com use oso veri sianz>wad der???cannt play the games i wan to play lah..tong ku lorx!anyways...i stayed at home fur the ENTIRE dae like i in the jail sia.men lor.

at afternoon still nowan i always tok on msn de on9...i alone nt to do.....then i wanted to watch 1 litre of tears de but i start 1st episode oni like brain dun hav the patience to watch le lor...all in jap or dunno wad...so i stuck dwn dare...

so instead i watched eragon...haha.still so nice to me.especially the dragon hatch tat time i like so ecited lor...so cute sia.eye round round...mouth small small.AH!!!

then watch old shws frm wei shi dian ying tai...all those ish i last time like de.but still so bored.at nite mama cooked specially fur his son!!!toot.all he like de all b cause wanna make him eat dinner..bias sia!i c le then hate lor.dunno wen then will b me she care 4.then i dunno y started thinkin of my frenz...like hidayah..sherilyn..nicole...habibah..farah.haiz.dun wana part wif them sia.all so good.

oh ya nicole tmr going obs horz??? BON VOYAGE mui mui!!!i will miss u.tc k???muz take good care of my boy boy oso ah!!dun let anything bad happen to him ah.then oso the other wan witch duckky care 4 ah!!!muackz!!

Saturday, October 27, 2007 @ 7:13 PM

did blog yesterdae...haiz sian.bro was hoggin the com for like since v came bck frm graanny's hse till i slp lah...wtf.dun even hav a lita chance to use.anyways,yesterdae woke up at 9.30 plus plus then ate meepok wa piang chao la lor!!!i drank likie 1.5 l of water can???serious!!!

then watch shw till 12 o' clock damn nice larz.....then bathe n wait 4 bro till 1 plus then can go parkway...went there and eat lunch at delifrance...nt bad!!!then wents straight to best denki to look 4 com!!!(i finally made my daddy buy com fur me!!!)bought a com quite good de i think for 2000 plus... wa ex sia.but nt mi $$.haha.but still nd 2 w8 till dunno wen then can use...MEANIN I STIL HAV TO W8!!!ARGH!

then while w8tin 4 daddy to buy 4D i went to grammaphone to look 4 some shws...wanted to buy newyork minute but oos...toot!anyways bought sch ob rocks.mr. wee shw it to us b 4.nice de lor.
finish le went to granny hse eat dinner.....watch some moovees then went home at around 8 plus. i veri bored again.haiz.no com no tv.tv kena hog by granny.so nt to do.so tok to sherilyn lor.then slp veri early lor.10 plus coz nt to do.like tt oni lor.buyz!!!

Friday, October 26, 2007 @ 3:53 AM
the boredom is REALLY gonna start

tis morning woke up and chg ...go sch...then saw alot of familiar faces.said hi then walk away.haha.dumb ass sia me.so bad.then hidayah came to sch chao early todae compared to other...then mui mui oso cum early.dunnop wads rong wit them.weirdo de lor!

todae last day of sch....all like damn happy like tat.shitty sia.i like chao sad lor.they all like dun giv a damn to the class lik tat!!!those australian students like usual sit dwn there like idiots listenin to teacher makin anouncements then wen pledge tat time say the:"we the citizens....."tat part oni sigaporean need to put the hand on the heart there they all folo.gongkie sia...then the singapore students wit them de oso nei tell them.cockhead der lor...

then went to hall 4 dunno wad closin ceromony...sit dwn there lik kau sai like tat hear them tokin thing i dunno de then go back class spring clear stuff then take report book.sum pple cannt take cuz nei do the dunno wad sam or wadeva it is thingy then hab to go com lab 4 do...haha.then me n chow w8ed 4 then at staff room outside then c edwyn n gang walk here walk there...xiao de lor...then shi hui chase walton 4 dunno wad lah..went to eat @kopitiam ate lormee and a soft boil egg...yuMMie!!!went hidayah's hse ft tat.
played masterpiece...quite nice 4 first time then start to get bored le...then at arouw 2 bah...use hidayah's com to dwnload sims2 to play then dunno wad der prob cannt.bodoh sia!!then i damn pek chek lor..went her ant com can play le but oni arund 3 plus 4 then can use...then ahmee call to open the door 4 kim kim's frenz...hidayah like xiao char bo lah...wa lao cannt stand sia...then all cum in le need to serve them food n stuffs lah...then hidayah was like " u folo me go!!!!........ok, i count to 3 v all run ah>?!kk?go!!!"then v all didnt run then she alone need to serve lor lol lah...then ant time need to give water.then v all go.haha.went in to start play then say wad later4 the adopted child face like "oh bah kak" i dunno ah...then scarly i ask her wad oh bah kak she was like i dunno then laugh like xiao.."HIDAYAH!!!DUNNO WADS DER MEANIN U PLSSS DUN USE LAH AI YO!!!"then told ahmee the penis and vagina joke her ma was lauing like mad lor...

want go ome she say wad wan pang sai...then went in then.............................went home by taxi...then driver tok wan full shitty stuffs abt exams say wad to improve math buy sec 3 assesments to do b4 sch start thos shit then paid went home...

basically todae all der things happen is like gau sai!!!all rong de.but bring laughter n humour lor.so tat wad frenz r 4...bye!!!muackz!

Thursday, October 25, 2007 @ 1:25 AM
first post since so long..........

todae in sch got inter-class competition alot pple nei go...stupid assssss.hai women cannt play floorball then lose at captain BALL.then stupid audrey the team-mates shw us attitude wen they lose. say wad"they all fat tats y they can win mah!!!" like wat the fcukin probloem is wit those bytches lar!!!sore loser sia they all.jiang le jiu PEK CHEK AH!!!!!!!....

waste time playing in captain ball der lor...lose ler.then while w8ing play game ob concentration then finish le c boy kick ball. hidayah was like"go ben!!!!!go melvin!!!!and so on lor..then walton kick then all oooooooo.........."haha.

after sch go buy bbtea then go sherilyns hse to use com...then eat char kway tiao.nice de lor.then dunno wad der hell wen i log in msn got wan pple add me i dunno hu the hell is him lar...then he oniline le tok to me wad hi natalie then ask stupid questions...then suddenly he put his half naked body pic as dp then me and sherilyn was liek wad der hell tis guy wan the fcuk out of me lar...then he ask my name like duh he oled say hi natalie le then he stil ask then ask hw old those shitty stuff then i block him...

btw v all tink tat v dun even noe him lar...and it looks like abu.so jus tok a while b 4 block.but too sick le tat guy so block.

moral of the incident todae???:dun add them lah...nt like me so stupid.k finish blog le byebye.mayb blog again a month later or so cuz no com at home(break dwn)need to w8 4 parents to buy ant 1 after my bro's exam.

Thursday, October 11, 2007 @ 8:09 AM
shes gone...

shes gone......sherilyns gone till 14. n i be gone frm 13 till 20.it very sad ok?!misss her seriously.miss her.muimui cumin bck wen i oso 4got le.todae or 12?dono.anyways she will oni go out wid hidayah...coz they two if nt wid sherilyn closer mah.....

i hav no one to tok lar as in call n tok over da hp or msn coz no one else de lor...sian.other dun feel lik tokin to them de.no mood.nw i will n left alone le...aldaway till 20 leh!i go taiwan oso cannt c them.sad lar....SOBXseriously damn lonely lor...i super miss her.....really super miss her...missmissmiss u sherilyn...

perhaps lata then blog ba...bb!missing sherilyn still.