But I’m not gonna cry,
Not one sad or happy tear
I’ve waited my whole life
And now I’m gonna fly right outta here.


Friday, November 23, 2007 @ 2:18 AM
bbq.

i really wan tto go jaslynn hse de lor..azz my dad dumbbo me.y i soo stupid go use internet?!y i so stoopid go call plpe use hp use until boom?!wtf la damn it.....but bro last time oso like tt rite...u oni tell him..then me u scold like wtfing prob is wit u lar...y nw adaes lik tt de...buey song izit?!damn it lar...if u got any dai ji in office dun throw it at me lar cocky ass...thin i youngest then can threat me like ur pet izit?! abdon me lar mf!

woke up todae at 8.30 plus plsu started playin sims 2 pet....lol.da gal like playgal sia...in love wit 3 boys...haha.cannt woohoo coz bro dwn there in da room dun wan lata he say wad i phsyco...if nt even worst as daddy n mama bann me frm playin it or dun let me use com....if like tt i jump dwn of da buildin man!!!since u dun even giv a damn to me oni noe hw to scold...bro u give him so much freedom ...ok lar dun tok so far wad abt yesterdae?!let him go bbq til wad time damn it?! he came home at arnd 11 plus u oso dun care...i need to b bck by wad?....8.30 ah fuck lar!wad kind of bias crap is tis man!!say wad i gal n younger >>>eh hello...u dunnno hw to c i fat n ugly meh?n i m teenager oled k?!ah like hu wanna rape me lar 4 goodness sake...i throw to pple pple oso dunn wan lar damn it.ur brain too immature le lar...

tok to hidayah chat chat say abt his bro n his frenz thingy wan die the other wan runaway frm home?!crap lar...wan die then jus die dun created so much trouble lar......i teach u on gas slp ok le...painless oso no need to pay 4 utility bill haha...

nw nt to do then blog lor...while w8in 4 my mum to fetch me...another irratating person lar toot....
but i dun really giv a damn to her coz nt scared of her de she is jus simply too useless lor...cannt control bro anymore try to control me usin da same method he use on bro eh come on lar...like u think tis method can work meh?!

I M BACK FRM BBQ!!!(11.30 PM)
oo...jus came bck frm bbq.it so fun lar...i mean playing of cards part altought i lost.but oni a few dollar so nvm lor haha...reach there abt 7 plus...saw many familliar faces...n not familliar faces...omg got one boy damn hansome lor haha....my ma's frenz son omg super shuai lor...i kena sot by him but he nvr kena sot by me de...he nvr c me lol...dun care. oso nt say as handsome as my **** haha.....beginnin to hav feelin 4 him again wth haha...but stil got feelins 4 ahem haiz...kena bitten by mosquito on da backside wdh...got clothe oso wanna bite....crap sia tt mosquito dman it!!!damn itchy...played banluck wit mum's frenz....lose $3.50 nia....lol.but had a great time there....next yesar will b going there again haha..next time bring more $$$ lor.i wanna b banker!hump!

oni u n frenz make me feel tt i wanna live....nobody is more important to me then u pple...parents to me is jus crap unless thenlive....if nt i wont b cryin for them lar....althought u cannt brighten up my life,at least i can c a beam of light cummin out frm my heart...if tis dun even live in my heart, then i will really b dead....
this giv me da strenght to hold on till da very last breath of me.like i said i will on gas n die.muackz...lovin u deep in my heart but feelin super hurt in d outside...h.i.p.70%28/11/2007pray 4 u always...

I M ALWAYS WITHOUT LOVE!!!u r my preety boy foreva muackz!!!<3