But I’m not gonna cry,
Not one sad or happy tear
I’ve waited my whole life
And now I’m gonna fly right outta here.


Tuesday, November 13, 2007 @ 2:30 AM
no cryin to dae!!!yeah...
mayb didnt cry todae b coz c they all happy happy make me feel super betta...wats da prob nat?!jus wake up man!!it'll neva happen!haha...
went to sherilyns hse todae....woke up abt 8.30 bah...feelin stil like tt...dunno wads happenin lar..dumb dumb me. called hidayah at 11.45 arnd there did wake up yet stupid!!!i was like suddenly thought tt yesterdae was stil sundae...then i called sherilyn n ask wad dae haha....dumb sia me.kena brain wash by tt thing le nw lik tard le haaha...dun wan w8 4 hidayah so went there 1st...do da jigsaw puzzle haha...was like 100 pieces lah so many 3 kitties soo sooo cute!!!haha...hidayah called then went dwn look 4 her...saw her ran away then in d end she saw her was like oh dere!!!!haha...then went up crazy hidayah gt prob. sia....keep on usin sherilyn's hse phne to call me like so LAME lar....small sia...breast SOO big le stil act small sia.i was like so pissed...then she scream like nobody's bizness lik tt.siao sia..dumbo!irratating!!!!!agrh!2.30 went to hidayahs hse her mother was like tokin n tokin n tokin none stop lah...(i m ezazuratin k?)but is damn fan lor...i m lik watchin shw here n don u no wad is pls let me watch in peace??!!always da cute cute part then go in chap de u got any prob. wit da shw izit?
SOO damn hugry at tt time...her ma cooked curry n i was lik complainin like heelll lar...is grook grook le lah my stomach.then her ma was lik next time if u wan to cum make appntment hor!!then muz giv service chrg $5...wth lar...is UR MEI MEI ASK US CUM DE OK?!N SHE SAY:''MY MAMEE SAY IF U ALL WAN CUM LATA CAN CUM...''wad der....n is ur mei mei say go herhse de ok!!!nt v!!!get it?!
ahh....

went hme n reach interchg abt 6 bah...saw 65 then ran aft it..balddy fcukin bus lar!!!!inventually wad da teet teet cannt work then all went dwn...dumb fuckin faulty machine..then w8ed 4 bus 22 lor...waste time...MY PRE CIOUS TIME!!!ah...i hav no time left u noe?!i may jus die soon stupid!!!
really tryin to stop it frm bein in my head lar bastard jus fcuk off my mind wil u?!y m i like still tinkin of u?i wan go out de ok...if like tt i won dare to go out le lar!!!stop it!!!argh...hope tt it'll b fast..