But I’m not gonna cry,
Not one sad or happy tear
I’ve waited my whole life
And now I’m gonna fly right outta here.


Sunday, November 4, 2007 @ 6:03 AM

wad is the real goal for me to live on???i need it badly.i almost gonna land myself into a very deep trouble,which NO ONE could help me....nt even myself.biasness is filled all in my head.hatred is shown in my face....all these r the onli thing u gav me..exept 4 a veri little love than touches my heart.the rest is total anger....I M PISSED!!!
troubles seemed like neverendin to me...frenz does nt come across such things...at most i could say is half...or mayb lesser than tat.no one has suffered more then me.i hate it!!!
ok....i say it simplier k?i dun feel like living like wad the fuck lar!!!!i dun wan to live this kind of live anymore!!!i need to b cared!!
if i die...n if there is recarnation...i may recarnate to a better life!!!hu noes?or if i get a bad life like again...then i shall repeat everything.DIE!!!
today biasness had taken place everything in my life...love my bro...hate me.tats all i can say...look into the news if u r few tis 2 months!!!i may b up there!yae!