But I’m not gonna cry.

Monday, December 31, 2007 @ 4:33 AM
contacts!!!

oh tis few dae nvr blog coz lazy adhen bro hog com too so cannt use lor...
ya erm....tis few daes slack at home ecept 4 todae lor.oh i tink on the dae b 4 yesterdae my maid jus lik almost fainted littat then ly on e flr hand cannt move i tok stroke sia lol...then she lik super weak lor...so call ambulance bring her go hospital c doc lor.she keep on don wan don wan so irratating lah then walk her head wad ly on da wall n drag littat wth...doc alrd say nothin serious le jus mild fever nia then she lik wan die littat....so jus eat medicine then go slp le lor...

omg i slpin i dream of he n me together omg super romantic lah lol...but ya it will nvr happen horz??haha then i cry wth haha.sad ma cannt meh....then yaya then ma keep on askin me to do hw...(nt i don wan do lor is i donno hw to do ok!)so till nw haven do yet hehe....

todae went to sch super early in da mornin...woke up at 6.45 littat then went to sch.meet hidayah le then went up to PAS to meet da rest...sit dwn there copy things wid adam...then c others act lor...so sianz..can slp sia.i tok need do make up then i go...oso pei hidayah lah...but actually no need go de wor...n eventually oso no make up to do wad.then c them do oso lik wan die littat so tired lah....n hungry, thirsty too.nvr eat breakfast or drank any water since yesterdae nite aft i slp wth.....then abt 1 liao dismiss.omg hidayh pants tore lol...n she was lik got meh got meh...omg so big lah tt tear can c her backside le wor lol...then she acm me to busstop go tm meet my ma n aunt.while w8in 4 bus saw royston wth...jus nw b 4 tis ard 11 plus ba saw him once, then here saw him again...is lik within 3 hrs saw him two time lah got fate nt?but too bad don lik him.

meet ma n aunt liao hidayah oso sayonara liao dono go where then went walk walk ard wit them then took taxi to popo hse.then a while lata went to PP shopping...walk walk bro wan use contact lens then i oso go try lor haha...then try try then buy lor so cheap nia.3 moths trail i think...anyways if i dun go sch use i at home use lor haha...then walk sumore then went face shop buy things then went to eat liao lol i ate lots n lots of xiao long pao lor haha...it seriously yummy lor haha muz try...tts all ok bb

Friday, December 28, 2007 @ 2:37 AM
chiong watch romantic princess

oo well....nt much todae.
woke up poposel use da com since bro hav been ''using it'' since yesterda nite....well, he didnt of da com.hes dwnloadin sumthign.but hu cares.he did tt to me once.so y cant i do tt too to him?so jus restart n us lo.

then i knew it tt he wound cum kao pei me so yeahj rite he did.all da toot words came out but seriously i dun giv a damn la...ma whole da oni tok to his son nvr tok to me...so i continue us com lor...then she say wad lata go c doctor.then i w8 la...i w8 while watchin shw...i w8 n w8.but she nvr tell me go le..then her son cum in say wad wan b model...i lik ... lor.he tis kind oso can, wa lao thick skin sia....then i stil w8ing lah.

then she sudenly go bathe then wan go liao.then i quetion mark sia....so ask her wen she bringin me go c doctor.then she was lik u now then she de go c doctor ah?!i was lik wtfing prob wit u lah...i w8in 4 u da whole dae leh....ndhen is daddy ask u bring me go de lor...nw ps me cb.then cum kao pei me say wad i sit dwn there whole dae dun wan go c doct toot sia...

then they go lor...maid oso kao pei me...one by one all littat.

they two cum bck liao ask me go eat food. i buey song still nvr shout at them then i say i eat kfc liao got wrong meh?say y i so acgry damn act sia...go out less then 2 hr then lik nt happen littat wad shit.?!

so dun care lor tok to me i nvr answer yeah littat lor k bb.

Monday, December 24, 2007 @ 4:53 AM
laughin machine

todae went out wid hidayah.....she say i say her chioi nvr say lor....i oni say u todae wear quite alrite lor.but fine lor...if u say u chio then chio lor no comments.haha.so basically prepare myself in da morning wanted to put fake eyelashe actually but lik i ttly dono hw to still lah.adhen i laughin while putting hw to put sia.then keep on droppin lol.so didnt put lor.went to bus stop meet hidayah.

i reach there at 11.40 wth lor.but no choice hw noes wad time tt bus cum....miss liao i will late de lor.if aDa got hp then i can take my time...lata i late she run away hw lol....ps me. sit dwn there lik dumbo littat w8 4 her then she late summore damn it. went to nicoles hse......exchg pressies then stand outside her door there talk for lik almost one hr....nicole y u so bad sia...dun INVITE us go in...lol.i m lik super hungry...but so long nvr c nic liao so lik ya lor alot thing to say.....hidayah was lik"eh!!!ur face so nice!!!lol....wad lik babby face le oh!"then she was lik got meh?got meh?....actually got lah...pimple nt so red le haha...b cum pink color.hehe.so betta lor.

then went to eat at some halal japanese food de....eat liao still nt really full haha...but ya lor.dun care...got alot things to buy...went to aries 1st.cc things, then go walk ard lor....then went to missha bought 5 pieces of masks 4 myself...$14 plus bah?? then give hidayah one. but in d end she cannt use.say wad got alcohol haha..... then went where???

oh....went to watson i think.then buy olay ttl effect 4 my ma....n bio essece think lar... oh n, n silkygal powder 4 myself.hidayah say good ma so try lor haha...cheap wad so try lo.ya n erm FERRERO ROCHER 2 boxes one 4 my maid one 4 myself haha...omg tt $114.dono wad n i pay myself haha.eyer my ang pow $$ lor...lik 1/8 of it la damn it.sobx...=(
n wen wrappin gift say emily n rachel both go diao me dono 4 wad.purposely turn bck c long long....crap sia.

then went to body shop coz cannt find face shop....didnt find nic's mask...so went to NTUC coz need to buy rosemary to cook chicken.don hav....leg pain so go sakae sit dwn n eat sushi.then went to take neo print. took 2.BTW its waste of $ lor....nt nice de.then went home le saw kat.haha saw her twice liao todae...tell me abt bio thing say wad pple hu take bio is ZAO SI lol....

ya tts all...bb!!!

Friday, December 21, 2007 @ 8:03 AM
stop it damn it....

erm ok didnt expect myself to wake up so early todae....10.30am.coz i m super tired n expected to wake up aft noon but suprisingly i didnt.feel so happy at home.yeah wad pple say is rite.homes da best.nothing is better then home,yeah especially my bed,i mean those pillows n cushions,bolster...it super comfortable.ya i hav 1 pillow,3 beaded cushions,one cloth cushion,one big bolster,1 medium,1 small....so its like so comfortable.yupps x3

then ard 11 plus use com liao....read hidayahs blog, nicoles blog.....etc...oh ya.sherilyns blog tt idiot cb woman keep on disturbing sherilyn lor damn it.Adhen still go sms her n tok to her on msn tok bad abt other pple lik v duno n then say v scold u 4 nt....damn it lah.tink 1st can nt?!dumbdumb crap.n superman nt super liao give up b com batman lol.....
tokin to sherilyn in msn n phone da whole day...erm nt exactly lar.coz got tok to hidayah oso...she is like laughin machine wen i told her i fall dwn at the last step n she was lik hahaha...hahaha...hahaha..wa lao damn witchy pitch lah lol....dhen wad i say my leg a litta bit sing ache then she eeeee....omg..hahahaa.er???i ttly question mark lah...i mean da sing ache one side is like a litta bit to da left oni ok..i think she think my one facin north turn to east or west sumthing littat lol...then i will b lik crab?!!?lol

anyways AUDREY WONG is super idiotic ok....keep on sayin us in msn n msg sending to sherilyn..fcuk lor. wan say abt us say in our face cannt?!v all everything all settle in tagboard de wad...v all rite there then y u cannt?!say things in pple back summore....bytchy lah.adhen say u nvr offend us eh u sure nt?!U SURE NT ?!if nt v wont even bother abt u lah....its a waste of time ok. n v not so bo liao lik u lah....IF U GOT THE GUT SAY IT IN TAGBOARD....EVERY SINGLE SHIT U SAID TO SHERILYN ...INCLUDING TT KISSIN THINGIF U DARE!if nt jus shut the fuckin crap n dun tok cock bhind pple.

Thursday, December 20, 2007 @ 4:31 AM
back!

okiie i m back...anyways i cannt rmb much coz 8 dae leh...haha.yeah,its been long..missing almost all my frenz.bought things 4 3 of them...jus sum ornaments haha.ok shall start.

13/12/2007
left hse at 1 plus....flight was 3 plus...cannt really rmb le...yeah so fly reach le tour guide was w8in 4 us there le.....so w8ted 4 da rest to cum..11 pple in ttly.3 famillies.i love tis group small n fast i dun lik big groups haha...so ya lah happy...went sraight to tai pei dunno which ye shi(night market)went there shoppin...''yang''(tour guide) gave use only 1hr 30 mins...so is lik super short 4 us...bought my 1st bag 1st shoes...oh ya...n i tried thier famous delicacies....guess wad??chou dou fu!!haha...starting it doesnt smell sticky anyways...so i dare myslef go try...it smells normal before my mouth n wen i put inside my mouth i tell u...the smell ttly shoot cumout la..lik dog shit da smell lorseriously...next time dun folo me go try u will regret.i jus vomit it out lah damn it...lol....blahblahblah la..went bck hotel slp le...anyways da hotel is yaward hotel...sum sort of for golf pple stays there coz got glof corse haha. n reach there actaually nt cold de...i jump out of da bus in da nite then gust of icy wind jus blow at me n i seriously shiver very hard....lol lar.

14/12/2007
woke up at 6.30am(morning call)ate breakfast in da hotel... nt much to eat.nt used to it yet.went of to sight c ing...reached at ri yue tan(sun moon lake)took pics...oh ya got one super cute golden retriver omg so talented...n cute de lor...the doggy lik bottle sia.adhen my ma took water drink doggy chase aft her super funny lar then she scream so loud sia so funny....his/her master throw a bottle damn far away into da ri yue tan then da doggy jus swim lor...is super fast n cute la...haha.went cruising arong it...blahblahblah cold.went up hill ,higher summore..went to their theme park littat...play a while.then shoot gun those marks man play those damn loud de haha....chg hotel.slp at ard 12.20. tis was taken todae...at da hotel n at ri yue tan...

tis is da gloden retriver i mention.

tis was at ri yue tan. me n dADDY

shoot shoot then die... on da ride.

15/12/2007
woke up 6.30am(morning call again)went to 2000high de moutain c tea plantation...on da way stop then took fotos...went to eat 7 dishes 1 soup again yesterdae oso got lar...went up hill walk into da forest thingy super cold...all wear thick thick jacket oni me nvr wear haha....i get use to da weather le bah i think...got alot of diff trees lor damn unique n weird...got alot trees last time very nice de then japanese chop off alot bring bck japan to grow dumb dumb then got alot 1000 long de lor...saw ant doggy huskie so cute slping haha...then got ant black white de...

tea plantation is above...3000feet high

my beatiful buddha dragon n tiger lake

16/12/2007
went to dragon think buddha de la....then went to erm temple need to climb very high lor damn it....i counted one chunk got 60 steps....got abt alot chunks la...wal until leg pain...but it was nice..there is alot of buddha there...all gold color super big so nice.then got cute cute de monk haha statues su cute chubby chubby de...

17/12/2007
same lik usual got morning call...ate breakfast...then head to ba xian guo hai there....got 8 arch meanin da 8 deitys...they cross there de...then walk over tt got a long way to c big big rock formation thingy...so v walked super long lor...daddy n i walk there mummy walk half ways dun wan walk le lol...i knew it!haha...continue walk finihs da 8 arch le super tired...haiz...then walk halfway to c da rock formation thing then rain wth....then walk ck liao no more rain shit la....crappy waste my energy oni.....bck into da car, went up ant mountain...was dugged by human...HUMAN!every tunnel is dugged by human ok!alot pple die la...i m lik super scared went goin tru da tunnel i scared will collapes sia haha...went to nite market again at gao siung there alot things to buy super alot...walk til leg super pain haha...went bck to hotel...oh ya saw felicia chin there at steamboat hse omg she super damn chio lor.nvr take pic wit her wa piang.

monk n me drangon,tiger

me n mummy 8 arch way

8/12/2007
todae chg hotel again sian...went to c alot of places la really cannt rmb le...jus bought quite alot of things........went to alishan hotel...is so grand n big lor....then reach there le chg to swimmin costume then went dwn to hav spa...wa i tell u super suang lor...it luxury man...but i sit dwn there 15 min oni bah...coz very hot sia...37.8degree...got 41.8 degree de i dun wan go haha can burn ur skin man....i head ache then cum out le haha...too hot ba i think...then weent watch cultural dance got wan shao zu...aya zu, ttl 9 zus i think...haha.went bck slp.. oh their toilet is lik wad de eu noe?got window can c tru de lor...ppl outside can c inside sia lol....they got da curtain but tt curtain is lik stil can c tru de lor lol...

hotel... cannt move de pple

inside shoippin centre 101 building>highest building
19/12/2007
tis morning hav breakfast then got one japanese n ang mor quarrel in da middle of no where here it goes...starting dono wad happen la then they say>j:i am a customer here!!!a:so wad if u are a customre i m also a custom ok?!j:i m bigger!!a:(he gets damn angry adhen say)FUCK U!!j:wad?!u want to fight me?a:yeah i want to FUCK U!!!j:ok fight me lar one on one!a:ok fuck u!!!!lol
went to buy alot of food...bought two cartons of food lol....CARTON o...lol.then went to hear feng shui ...adhen went to eat da nice meal...got abalone,buddha jump over da wall n ......ya.sprain my ankle whilke runnin dwn da builin a damn it la jin suay sia...left one more step nia leh damn it...then i dun care at nite still go shoppin lol...oh went to like a drangon hse littat eat...wa lao.i twisted my ankle still need to climb 3 floors up...like 4eva lor...

thier plate so heavy lor.

20/12/2007
todae woke up at 5.30 got morning call...went dwn le got up bus i slp like pig...reach at 7 plus so early...then check in liao still need go in immigration thing...cannt bring water go in then breakfast box inside got orange juice so i jus sit at da hall way haha lik begger sia...then went in flight came bck unpack things ...lor...sms sherilyn tok tok realise tt bytch is doin sumthing dumb...

PASSER-BY-----eh!!!dun cum tok cock in her blog lar cb....admit it la doneed to act wad passer-by is dumb lar...i tok u very thick skin de ??y suddenly b cum so thin?dun even dare to put u damn name there huh AUDREY WONG!!eveyone noe is u ok...stop actin innocent coz u r soo nt lar....u oni noe hw to act...then backstab pple frm b hind...stop it damn it...

Tuesday, December 11, 2007 @ 1:11 AM
jus go die lar...

STOP BEING BIAS CAN ANOT!?u r just so bias!!!cheebye lar!i really damn hate u la...

Sunday, December 9, 2007 @ 9:32 PM
NEW SKIN!!!sian..

wads wrong wit me n my parents???why they 4eva wan make me cry de???it irratain ok?!stop bein so bias n pls keep ur word DAMN IT!!!i ttly dun hav thrust in u all le lar...y muz u pple b so bias?love boy dun love gal de u tink i wan b gal de meh?u all lik boy then y pregnant tt time doctor tell u gal dun wan go adoption???i oso dun wan cum tis world oso wad.kill me lar.y let me cum here?i hate u all lar bias freaks...HATE U ALL LAR!

i sick bro oso sick diff care v hav...gav up all da thigns u hav planned jus b coz of him ass lar...evertime oso lik tt one.then wad?if bro sick then no need go taiwan oso izit?!all dun keep their word de lor...wad kind of fuckin parents lar u all so bias de...cantonese oso littat, teo chew oso littat wad shit lar.

nw i at home always nt to do de...u all KNOW TT...then dun let me go out.he sick oni nt i sick rite?!then nw oso dun wan gimme use com.if i dun use com dhen do wad u tell ,me lar...pack thign go die lar.u wan pack pack ur own lar.porride porride everydae oso eat porride sian lar...c u damn fuck son wan to puke ah..i dun hav a brother ok!!!ecept god de lar...he is jus fuck lar hate him lar kao peh her kao peh there then act pitful fuck ar...then everythign i doo 4 himi everythin oso hav to giv in to hi i sick got lik tt nt? oni noe hw to scold me.

help him cover blanket lar feed him medicine make food 4 him i got nt?!DON HAV AH!all he hav de i dun hav...freedom, love all i dun hav...crap lah hate u all lar. jus fuck off my world lar...i dun wan b wit u all unless i wan then i wan c u all lar if nt jus go away can not!i hate u all lar...n for ur son jus die lar dun wan him live wit me all lar

@ 4:12 PM
sherilyn..bb

shes gone......sherilyns gone till 14. n i be gone frm 13 till 20.it very sad ok?!misss her seriously.miss her.muimui cumin bck wen i oso 4got le.todae or 12?dono.anyways she will oni go out wid hidayah...coz they two if nt wid sherilyn closer mah.....

i hav no one to tok lar as in call n tok over da hp or msn coz no one else de lor...sian.other dun feel lik tokin to them de.no mood.nw i will n left alone le...aldaway till 20 leh!i go taiwan oso cannt c them.sad lar....SOBXseriously damn lonely lor...i super miss her.....really super miss her...missmissmiss u sherilyn...

perhaps lata then blog ba...bb!missing sherilyn still.

Friday, December 7, 2007 @ 4:52 AM
shoppin spree...!!

todae went out wid mama go make hair...an hr of so aft tt go shoppin lol...bought two jackets at one go coz nice mah cannt meh?!lol.....then walk walk buy long sleeve 4 tai wan de...but oso can wear in singapore mah..bought abt 4 5 pieces haha.... 3 pieces abt $100 pluss le...jackets too.pok kai d ent me haha.i love goin out wid her coz no need pay 4 wad i wan jus take let her c say say then ok can buy le haha...lurve it.ENJOY LIVE AH HAHA.

continue shoppin...bought long sleeve again but tis time bought 4 dady oso coz got hios size n wad daddy cum daughter matchin clothes haha.....so adorable sia imagine two fat chubby pple stand together wit da same clothes so cute horz???haha......oh got one long sleeve i bought is orange color damn strikin wah can dian nan ren le hohoho lol.lata die sia....kena shock si haha...wid my clothes hor dun tink rong hehe.

then bought thigns 4 bro soup coz nt feelin went...while buyin bummed into CLARISSA my junior oh hw cute! i was lik bz lookin ard then she suddenly pop out of nowhere in frnt of me jus jump out sia haha....i was stunt.she is cute man....haha.

but hw i wish was ant peson...frm da same class...imagine hw sweet or funny wd it b him jus pop out in frnt of ur face...say hi so sincerly.its touchin rite?!ah wadda hell will nvr happen to me but yeah...i m missin u.muackz.

Wednesday, December 5, 2007 @ 5:37 PM
opps sry...

oh ps nvr blog yesterdae wanted too but lazy so todae say both haha...yesterdae leh.

i could nt slp....till duno wad time then very hot...then suddenly fall aslp then dream of pple die wad my hse opp jump dn lik dolmino lik tt alot pple jus jump dwn frm there...wdh lor...is nt as scary as i said but its really freakin me out lar...i cried in da nite couldnt slp as said till 7 in da morning...then fall aslp.woke up at 8 plus damn it tt means i slp 4 lik hw long oni?!ai yo damn tired la but cannt slp anymore...1>i wake up cannt slp le....2>i dun dare to slp coz of tt damn dream.

so use com eat, then tok to sherilyn on da hp dun dumb stuffs on com chg dp alot time lor...then got put boy boy da pic lol...then v faster chg in case he suddenly pop out in msn so after chgin a few more then he really sign in super funny n heng lor lol...then tok tok callhidayah then chg go her hse le...

meet shrilen at bus stop rain super heavy lor...her umbrella oni got one n so small so i jus walk unda da rain haha dun care sick le mah...hahaha.*peace.*wear jacke ova cover in da end dun hav...buy bbt le walk unda da rain to bus stop...alda way tinkin if hidayah ma cum home le mah lata as me wear hidayah pjm again i cai dun wan ok...then think abt wad to say haha...wad if she ask y ur hair soo wet lar say wad??>ooh, i wash hair cum mah haven dry.haha.then why ur shder soo wet leh?>coz my hair reach until shder rite?! of coz will wet dao mah...lol.

watch hair spray...hidayah like super loud lor haha..nden sing until so nan ting haha coz her voice all act de i think....even nt but still damn ear peircin n funny me n sherilyn eatin cup noodle then faster drink soup b4 she sing again if nt wil laugh.

blahblahblah use her boulster whack her throw her lol then sudenly stand up wha ck me nt fair llor...sherilyn oso got whack u u oni whack her a while u whack me hw long u tell me?!BIAS!

then tok taxi went home watch ren wo ow you then blahblahblah lor hahahahaha....

(todae)
oh anyways, nw i shall blog abt todae. actually ther is nt much i can do evryday wen i m at home...i m vain u c although i m ugly hahahaha...i use da com since dono wad time its jus b4 noon yeah.nt to do in it jus blog in da morning..., chat wit sherilyn tru fone n msn...tok craps n yeah girls stuffs>>rite....she was lik kip on tinkin tt i live in tampines lik soo wanted me to jus live there n my mind jus went far again as usal wad all liv in bungalow,.....i live in condo...live 13,12,11,10 floor those crappy stuff...gossip n yeah ttsit. eat n take fotos ob myself again i m very zi lian yuppz i noe...my hair is super nice todae n i kip lookin at da mirror haha....cant stand myself very long i nvr feel myself pretty le haha hidayah i finally felt tt again since so long haha.... n no mor ejus want to go out again n hope mui is havin n nice trip in japan yeah so farewell!!!
just cant stop lovin u....so adorrable damn it my cute cute boy.love u super much. hope to dream of u todae haha...jus get me out of tis dream pls my darlin lol..muackz!<3