But I’m not gonna cry,
Not one sad or happy tear
I’ve waited my whole life
And now I’m gonna fly right outta here.


Tuesday, September 30, 2008 @ 11:40 PM

okayys very long nvr blog le.
exams are tough mann.
yst was e-maths.
ttly flopped it lor. i am so gonna retain le larhh. if e-maths i alrd do until lyk shit then a-math hw sia...

DIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIE

e-math paper 1st qsn i alrd a bit stuck le larhh.
i dono nid colour the circle nt... haii.
dun care le larh.
gonna fail anywaes...
=(

but mui damn funny.
gt qsn give marks away de she dunno hw to do larhh.
she damn blurr lor haha.
the other dae POA gt qsn 4 SHE DUN EVEN NOE GT QSN 4.

-.- zzzz

lols.
then yst she oso gong de lor.
damn funny de. but i forgot le. i jus noe very funny.
but she always noe hw ot do hard hard de then easy de dono hw to do. -.-
lols.

haii.
my birthdae was ZZZ.
aw and jh bought me a bigbig balloon n a file/bag...
jh n her carry tt ballon all the way to mui's hse.
haha.
i xia dao sia.

THNKYOU.=D

thenn rch sch chifai say wad." ehh todae ur burff dae arh?! waa happy BURFF DAE WOR!"
-.-
then nic n chow oso folo him say BURFF DAE.
wthh.
then went to eat sushi wid mui. then chow de daddy oso folo her go there. then his daddy dwn there sing happy birthdae song for no reason. WALAO.
paisae dao xiao larh.
OMG MANN.

haha.
went to eat seafood blahblahblah. n my bdae cake was nice.
=)


Saturday, September 27, 2008 @ 11:16 PM

LEWIS HAMILTON GT 10TH FOR THE 2ND QUALIFYING ROUND, THEN GT 2ND ON THE 3RD QUALIFYING ROUND.ZZZ
LOSE TO TT MASSA BY 0.04 SEC I TINK??
WA LAO LOR O.O4 SEC SIA!!!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HE BETA WIN TONITE LOR.
ANYWAES F1 ROCKZZ!!!
AT 1ST I DONO WADS HAPPENING ON THE 1ST QUALIFYING ROUND DE. THEN I KIP ASKIN MY PAPA UNTIL HE PEKCHEK DUN WAN TELL ME.
THEN I DUNNO WHY SUDDENLY I UNDERSTAND LE. HAHA.
ANYWAES IT NICE!

SO CIJI LAH.

LEWIS HAMILTON JIAYOU JIAYOU!!


@ 4:24 AM

he had forgotten everything.
so should i.
byebye.

F1 TONITE!!!
yeahh! confirm very CI JI DE.


Thursday, September 25, 2008 @ 1:51 AM

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RMB TO PAY WEN U BOOK!!!
DUN HAVE OWING DE HOR. IF NT LATA NO SPACE TOO BAD HOR!! MUHAHAHHAHAA =)




@ 1:39 AM

errr.........
finally can get to 'rest' le...
I FLOPPED MY SS.
i wanted to write NI conflict de....
then i 4gt the two grp de name...zzzz
yeah rite PROTESTANS AND CATHOLICS OSO CANNT RMB. SUMMORE TT CHP IS MY BEST OUT OF ALL. WOW. DIE LE.

so did qns 2.
lucky i go ask my yeah wad LABOUR they talking about. if nt i thought is the pregnacy tt labour.
but is those err... work labour de. -.-
aw thought is pregnacy de... then she do. SAD.

haha.

er.
chg class todae.
coz sum woman call ester??(sp.)de leg dono wad lahh.
then chg wid our class.
wakao the class rm super dooper FREAKIN HOT LARH!!!=(
but the classrm very bright. i like.
nt like our class dark dark de. BUT ITS STILL VERY HOT!!!-.-
tml still gt PE.
hope its gonna rain tt kind of weather. but dun rain larhh.
hahas.
then will be super coolinG LE.
woooooooooo

maths test i do so fast. but the alpha beta suppose to be (alpha+beta)2- 2(alphabeta)
then i go plus 2(alphabeta) =(
stupid sia...
why i soo dumb?!
haii.

then went to mit drama peeps they all then gt briefing. YEAH FINALLY SELLING TICKETS!!!
YIPPEE.






Monday, September 22, 2008 @ 3:50 AM
el paper
sch was crazy todae... lyk everything so not expected.
i didnt alot of things.
everything very wrong. even my mind was wrong.
yst din slp properly at all. went to bed early yet slp for only a while then frm 12.30 to 2 plus haven slp.
i dreamt tt the el speech was super hard. i dunno hw to do.
then i wan cry. =(

then todae PAPER 1 i c the speech i damn scared my dream will come true larhh.
i dono wad i writing lor. i very scared i will fail larh.
the section one was... FAINT.
i do qsn 1... then i half way i lyk write bo link sia. I SERIOUSLY GONNA FAIL.

N PAPER 2 PASSAGE A WAS HARD.
n qsn 1 was shiity. pple can see the answer sum lingui sumthing de lah. then i go write researcher.
very good.

then went to eat sushi then went to chow's hse wanted to study. then watch ratatouille.
sat at her sofa play stupid stuffs. talking tt she wanna buy hamster for me.
but in the end my mama say cannt.
still dun wan tell me why.
buy for me oso cannt.
=(
sad larhh.
ya tts all.
poa gonna fail le.


Friday, September 19, 2008 @ 6:42 AM

so long nvr blog le... gt two things frm mrs quek... bdae card and letter
all very nice.....the card was cute.
okayy... it says"natalie,keep going ans all the best in your EOY exams!be jovial(i dun understand this word... haha) always and learn to forget the unhappy things/o'm sure you'll always be surrounded with friends. it's been wonderful as you EL teacher and FT1. <3>
touching lor...i suddenly lyk feel tt i will miss her larhh. HAHAs...
so wrong. but YA. i will. =D

errr............
she super cute lor... yst go stick on everyone's table one note... then danvin tis mornin say i gt love letter. -.-
i wonder how long it took for her to write all 42 notes... MMMM.
HER HAND COMFIRM PAIN LOR.=(
sad case.

maths was TOTALLY DEAD MANN.
i really damn worried for my EOY le larhh...
todae E-maths mock paper i ONI LYK 5 CORRECT?? and still gt people say its easy lor.
i feel lyk crying larhh.
maybe i am really stressed.
tt nite i told my daddy tt i damn scared i will fail my a n e maths... coz i say if i fail then i comfirm will retain lor. coz the rest lyk ss n bio i is can eat shit de..
then he was lyk u try ur best lor. if retain then never mind larh.
=(...

english exams are coming... and i am getting 6/10 for my trial letter writing thinggy...
i tink i will really retain le lor. I REALLY DAMN SCARED. REALY DAMN SCARED.
I NW GO STUDY LE... BYEBYE.
i today comfirm will chiong till at least 12.00 a.m mann... i dun dare to slp le lor.
kayy byebye.


Sunday, September 14, 2008 @ 5:37 AM
hehe
tml gt sch....
i feel so wrong lor. i tink i gt pre-exam stress... HAHA.
esp maths...
todae at popo hse wanna do alpha beta i wan faint sia... DAMN BLURR LAHH.
dono why my answer all wrong. is t answer key wrong or is it jus me??
i dono why lehh... i check alot time le lehh. but dono why still wrong. steps are correct arhh...
haii.
damn scared will retain.
RETAIN means HOPELESS lorr...
=(

to dae at popo hse eat "tuan yuan fan" actually oni my family all got go... the rest gt daughter son a few nvr go...
errr...............
i dono wad to blog abt liao...
sch alot things happenning... worried for chow's MT oral marks...
HOPE SHE'S ALRITE.
balddy CJH GO EAT SHIIT.
NAT still say she good.
MY FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTTTTT.
lols....
jus came bck oni.
go bathe le lahhh... nothing to blog anywaes....

ya er...

WISH ALL GOODLUCK FOR YOUR END OF YEAR!!!=)

JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!!!


Friday, September 12, 2008 @ 3:19 AM

yoyos.... very long nvr blog le haha.
lazy blog abt the pass few daes...
anywaes i oso cantn rmb. haahaa.
sch was boring...
and EOY is comming... OMGOSHH.
very worried for my ENGLISH lor...
scared i fail larhh... if i fail i cfm retain mann.
coz nid pass 4 subs... haii.
summore lit is wid ss de... then bio wid chem.
i one pass oso no use larhh. ss n bio will make me fail lor...=(
HOW.
my mother tonger oso lyke SUCKKY le larhh.
so easy de test oso can fail.DIE LE LAH.

haii...
todae PE was retarded... the damn grass i slyk FREAKING SLIPERY... n my shoe oso no grip lor...
then wen running wan go into the HOOP tt time slided. TWICE SUMMORE. wow.
my ankle lyk sprain lor... ZZZZ.
so lan sia.
lucky nvr run bck. if nt my leg swollen mann.
not bad lah 1st time bat can hit dao le... HAHA.
i oni lyk hitting the ball.
lols...
had luncht ehn w8ed in class for CJH to come...
she retarded one lor.
talk so much.
then ben damn funny larh.
kip on asking me how to read this word. then how to read BIRD PARK in chinese... coz the passage abt bird park mahh. haha.
then choe turn kena scolded by CJH say she leak out thing abt tt passage. WTH.
hw she tell us. she nvr even say anything larh. oni ben ask easy anot nia. then scold her wth.
then me n jas the topic chg lor. ZZZ.
chg to wad errr..."everything rise in price le. then wad do you think?" .....
but it shd b easier then GENERATION GAP BAHH. haha.
but generation gap oso very easy lor.
aiya dun care...
went to ASTON to eat...
SUPER YUMMY..=)
talk abt EOY wid chow. OKAY LAME LARH.
then went 7-ELEVEN then chow sent me home... OTW saw mrs quek.
ya tts all. kayyy byebye!!!


Monday, September 8, 2008 @ 5:15 AM

sch reopen le... i was practically went high tis morning... BFORE EVERYTHING MORNING ASSEMBLY...
i missed alot people... YET SUCKKISH wen see those ARGHH! FREAKSS....-.-

theyy are sooSOO annoying...
andd sumthign wrong with tt woman larhh.
wads WRONG WITH HER?! OMGOSH MANN.
EEWWWWW!!! XD

anywaes... non of MY business bahh... but if YOU GUYS noe wad am i talkin, then YA... LAUGH HARD MANN.

and it ttly dun suit tt SLOPPING SHOULDERS... AWWMANN.

ahh blabbberssss...
-.-''

err..... said I MISS YOU to alot of people... ya i noe R-A-N-D-O-M....
yupss... oni sum more 'close' guys the i say...
ONI FOR tt tang...
haha.
okayy lame.

really HYPER MANN... !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAHAAHAHAHH.
omgosh going bonkkers nw .
goshhh .
was munching on my chocolates in the middle of MDM LAU's lessons... LOLS.
wanted to keep it till recess but... YA. LIPING was hungry too...
so let her eat. then i tio tempt.so eat lo. AMANDA OSO EAT KKAYS!!!=)
errrr..............
HCL SUCKSS!!!!ARGH.
ermm... lunched in sch... habibah hear us talk nonsense...

ohhohh!!!

and and during BIO lesson in LAB.
I KENA SOT AGAIN LARH OMGOSHHH....the VOICE... waaaaa i hear le wan faint sia...
super seductive lah WAAAAAA....................

EVEN CHOW OSO SAY DAMN SEDUCTIVE LOR... wa lao... make me gt feeling again.
lols. random.SUPER DOOPER CUTE LOR. REALLY.
ALL GALS HEAR CFM GUARANTEE TIO SOT DE...
MYYGOOSHH...
THEN THE WHOLE LESSON TALKING ABT TT STUPID TIME WEN HE ASKED FOR TT VEGGIE. LOLS...
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa......................
okay tiam le.
drama was pathetic. VERY LITTLE PPLE CAME.-.- AND THE KNEW IT WAS FULL-DRESS.
ya blahblahh...
weds nid wear BLACK tight shirt. zzzz
so fat wear wad sia... talk photo in it... WTHH.
anywaes I STILL CANNT FORGET TT VOICE.
REALLY MANN.
MAYB I REALLY TIO SOT LE... MAYB CHOW OSO... hahahahahhahahahahahahahahahhahaha
kayy BYEBYE.
i go NITEDREAM LE.


Sunday, September 7, 2008 @ 4:44 AM
time passes super slowly...
todae woke up at 11 plus??
was woke up by mama they all... daddy say wad i gt dental appointment on 23 nov...
mm...
i think they are planning abt HOLIDAY!!! haha...
but i dunno i can go anot lor...=(
coz still gt SYF training... haii.
errr.....
had breakfast... then daddy they all dun wan go to POPO hse yet...
so i hav the w8 4 then frm 12 plus till 2 plus lahh. siann lor!!! ARGH.
i lyk rotting thre larh.
cannt slp. then nt to do...
tt bladdy fcuk HOG TWO COM. shyt YOOU lahh....
gt labtop stil use destop.
NB SIA.
then maid buy lunch.
blahblahblahh...
went to POSB... bank my OWN MONEY for the 1ST time... haahaaaaa
then went SASA to buy sponge...
dono can use anott lor.
HOPE CAN BAHH.
if nt my face TML CFM die le lor...
I ALRD GOU BUANG LE THEN IF STILL MAKE EVEN MORE BUANG WAA I KNOCK MY HEAD MANN.
LOLS.

errr..................

went to popo's place then frm 4 -4.30 time passes SUPER DOOPER LONG MANN.
n tt stupid show is soo stupid larhh.
i wan watch HUANG JIN LU LOR!!!
HUANG JIN LU super nice larhh. HAHA.
nt doing SS.
XD
gt tis feeling will kena sum trouble frm MDM LAU N LIEW BAHH.
opps.

had dinner n went home.
tml hav to bring straightner n curler to sch... zzz.
heavy lorr.
haii.
tts all le. BYEBYE.


Saturday, September 6, 2008 @ 5:14 AM

todaee watch show frm 10- 12.30
mama cook MEESUA... very nice de.but nid at least 3 pple then can cook...
so sad... if nt i will be lyk eating everytime wen i m hungry...
but lata too much. HAHA.
=)
er....
went to EXPO again... coz buy swimming trunks 4 daddy... LOLS.
bought shoes again. XD.
last week kok my mama $100 plus le larhh.
but i buy lyk nothing much lehh... dono why so ex. ANYWAES...
ate subway...
shiity SUBWAY yst went out wid chow wanted to eat subway BUT IN THE END.... rch there the thing close le...zzz -.-'''
so went to BURGER KING to eat...
then chow damn random suddenly say she FEEL SO LESBIAN.
lols.
then i was lyk... WTH. there is alrd lyk 3 other pple ard us sitting TWO BY TWO oni larhh.
then they ALL LESBIANS ARH?!
lols...
ohh fin bck to todae...

er... then went home to eat...
then pack things then go SAFRA swim.
ohh n tt stuuupid thign wad nid CASHCARD to go in...-.-
so nid go buy oine cashcard coz nvr bring...
then went in.
daddy everytime scare me de lorr.
pple swim half way turn bck look 4 mama then he pop out BSIDE me then talk to me...
-.-
lols.
then kip swimming n swimming...
DADDY CAN DIVE MAN!
lols.
fatty can dive.
so i try.
I CAN LARH.
lols.
soo fun. but my eye super pain. i very scared will burst lor. XD.
bathed n went to bedok there eat dinner.
order alot of food larhh. ordered 3 ba chor mee, 1 satay beehoon, 6 BBQ chicken wings, 1 stingray,1 kangkong, 1 carrot cake, 4 sugarcane, AND 1 botte of 1.5l water. LOLS.

damn full nw lo.
todae the whole family go out...
very long nvr felt so FAMILY LIKE LE.
me n mama is getting alot FAR MORE BETTER now...
at least she dont make me PISSED off with her nowadaes, n we are lyk more communicatable le.

NW MY ONLY PROBLEM IS TALKING TO TT BALL.
WE ARE LYK BRO & SIS N WE ARE LYK HAVE NT BEEN TALKING 4 LYK 10 MTHS LE BAHH.
LOLS. okay it is nt funny lahh. but we jus cannt communicate. will go crazy mann.
hope tis wont last long...-.-

tml nid buy sponge 4 face... if nt mon my face will die.
FULL DRESS REHERSAL. WOOHOO!
so fun. kay tts all...
BYES!!!


Thursday, September 4, 2008 @ 8:35 PM

(YST)

i find yst was the best time we hav spent during drama since the dae we ever started practicing

"THE DAY I MET THE PRINCE "

NADIA rocks.... haha =)
had so much fun yst lo... we were MODELLING... HAHA. super funn.
nid BE urself 1st... THEN me,ben,keith,char,su-lynn were super hyper lahh. all SOT DIAO LE.
snce we are the 1ST batch to go... we all went CRAZY.
haha.
damn fun.

then 2ND round was to be in our character...
then walk with shadow nia lor.
tt means there's oni two pple walking... then other's watching...zzz
haha
so me n clarissa walk lor.
damn funny I TELL U.... i use my feather n go tickle her wen nid pose lah HAHA!!!XD
super fun.

then had our very own tailor to make our clothes... woots!!
they put the measuring tape in between boyboy the leg then they make so much horny noises...
LOLS.
blahblahblah...
had our hair made...
but mine seems no diff.
mayb on tt dae i shall straighten my OWN HAIR. -.-
dun wan let audrey do lor. make my hair so luan. then drop hair summore.=(

shadows perform again... ask me be ASM...-.-
2nd time le lor... n dun even noe nid do wad..zzz
ask those PPLE SHAATUP IS DAMN FUN LARH! esp can disiao KEITH... MUAHAHAHAHAH...
cannt scold me HAHA. ASM ROCKS!
but kena scoldng is =.='''
lol.
rch hme at 3 plus... then had lunch.
ya tts all...

(todae)

gonna meet chow again LATA...... wan to hav lunch at SUBWAY...
craving for mann...
*licklick*

ohh ya n buy mama BDAE present lata bahh...
her bdae comming le.. HEHE.
n din even do SS & POA.
wanted to do POA but nvr bring bck my LEISURE PAD...
so TOO BAD LOR.
haha.
kayy tts all. BYEBYE!!!=)



Wednesday, September 3, 2008 @ 3:44 AM

drama again...
shuckks...=(
nid wake up early n have to starve larhh....HUNGRY CAN.
hai.tml till 2 PM! OMGOSHH...
hope they give us lunch break... althought MALAYS are fasting... BUT chinese still nid eat rite.
so at least let us buy some food to eat betta than nothing mahh.
Or ... i hope i wake up earlier tml so can prepare food. haha.

err...
aloy n su-lynn trying to make jeremy BE ah beng character mahh... so kip on pushing my until he cry...
everytime oso lyk tt de lor.. SO IRRATATING. althought 4 E-O-Y production good larh. but... PITY jeremy lah. HE VERY VERY GUAI DE OKAYY! then make him so ji dong. KENA slap huo gai.LOLS.
but oso poor aloy lah. make him get into character oso nid kena slap. N IT SUPER LOUD OKAYY. they mus hav really made his SUPER DOOPER ANGRY lahh.

err...
almost everybody zao when shadows acting...zzz
left a few of us nia... play melody de hp super long... coz damn bored lor. then pohyee melody kip on takin my hp oso... -.-

went to buy KFC then go home...
watched "sch of rock"... then use com watch tutorials till nw...7 PM.
n daddy still haven come hme yet.
ya tml still hav rehersals. n I M SO EXCITED!! n i really home vanvan chg bck my make-up mann.
if nt i will look lyk chicken bckside!!1 imagine red lips n blue eyeshadow...ZZZ
suppose to b char de... HAHA.
n mine is pink n green eyeliner... okay sounds wrong... BUT it is super nice.saw the pic.
haha.
kayy tts all.

why must the dream stop? or shall i say why must i wake up...
how i wish tt dream was really true.. or might as well nt dream about it at all...
if nt... in real life,everything will b the opposite of it.
"is this silent (pihsdneirF) really gonna continue forever?"



Monday, September 1, 2008 @ 11:46 PM
kee-siao-ness
yst was really FUN FUN FUN.
as in me,mui, n chow were ZI-HIGHING by take random pics...
sry cannt upload coz all in my HP... then my HP cantn connect to com. lols SAd.
if nt can c alot our retarded PICS.

anywaes...

met chow at 11.30 littat 1st then went to 7-eleven adan buy BBT.
then wanted to sit opp sch there the void deck buddan gt sum sch pple... then chow say is "AH PEK." LOLS.-.-

then w8 4 mui...
went to eat chicken rice...saw yong lin n her mama. her mama LOOKS super fierce lo... then mui say she last time her mother everytime cane her de... =(
err.... went Big book shop buy 8 daes.... then at there sit 4 very long read astrology thingyy. LOLS.
damn funny larh.wad our life all those crap thinggy lols. then say wad pple whom B-DAE lies on the date shown in the bk is MOST suitable for us...zzz.
then wad its damn true lor tt i will end up in fashion industry...blahblahblah... cant rmb le.
ohh n chow will b sum WINE thingyy lols.n mui is lyk POLITICAn???
lols.

lame rite. KAYYS WADEVA LAH. then went tho mui hse dwnstairs ton.
mui came dwn... then me n chow doing maths... then in the end the whole place BCOME concert hall...LOLS. play song lyk nobody's business lyk tt.. HAHA. then took alot random pics n mui started ZI BI-ING.-.-
she crap lah ask fool-scap 4 me then she go use my pen write wad "HELLO. I M VERY BORED.."
my who face lyk WAD SHIT U DOING.
LOLS.
then in the end i oso do.. LOLS. at least mine nt so ZI BI kayy!!!=)
er...
then started ZI LIAN-ing.
haha.
mui start 1st de. then b come use timer take photo... then did jump shots. BUT ONI LYK ONE PIC MUI REALLY JUMPED.
i meant kena capture by the camera tt she jump lah. then me was lyk.DOTS... i jump n i look freakin KUKU-KUKU lah.

haha.

n chow... NO COMMENTS. XD
then chow lazy take photo le... so me n mui continue lo. crazy pics. * put pen in btwn our nose n mouth then take photo lah...go BONG-BONG oso gt.*

ya then chow sent me to BUS STOP then went home.YA TTS ALL.

TODAE WENT ON "DIET" B COZ 7 WAKE UP 2 RCH HOME.ZZZ"
NVR EAT YET.
KAY BBYE!!