But I’m not gonna cry.

But I’m not gonna cry,

Not one sad or happy tear
I’ve waited my whole life
And now I’m gonna fly right outta here.

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Tuesday, December 9, 2008 @ 4:12 AM
2 daes liao

last two daes 12 plus haven slp....
1st daes was bcoz chow msg me while i was slping then i until 2 littat than fall aslp...
yst chow msg again. but i was half awake lah. so exactly her fault bahhs.
then i listen music listen until 12 plus still haven slp.
thnn daddy ate supper so i went out look at him eat.
then went bck to listen music.

kip on dreaming super dooper weird things lor.
shall not say the 1st one.
went bck to slp then dreamt tt i fail my el paper.
i freakkin cry like hell.
its like 21 passing mark....
thn i was flipping through stack of papers then chow bhind me.
so looked at chow's mark she gt 31...
then i was like like praying fucking hard wish tt i wont fail lah.
then i flip flip flip then i saw my marks.
18...
then i cry lor.
i was like... everytime i fail de. then chow pass.
then chow kip on saying wad "aiya nvm lahh...." then same old thing wen i always fail lahh.
then she always pass de.
make me freakking angry lo.
everytime she say she will faill then she pass.
zzz

even my dream oso littat.

and the worst thing is tt i dono why the hell our EL teacher is WILLIAM LIEW.
WEIRD RITE.
??!!
i woke up then i cry a bit lo.
i really damn scared i will fail my o lvls.
ever since tt two wk go bck sch to study i really felt so stupid lah.
esp a maths n e maths.
even chow n mui can understand...
YET I DONT.
even e math i oso can gao blurr.
mean median mode last yr learn b4 i still can dun understand...
i really feel damn stupid lo.

then i suddenly dun feel like taking o lvl chinese next yr.
i jus want to take 2 time mother tongue mahh.
try the o lvl paper nxt yr.
but i dun tink i can make it.
even in sec 5.
i tink i will end up in ite.
then i will slim dwn coz of the P.E...
must pass if nt i can nvr leave ITE.
zzz.
nowonder tt time go to the ITE nvr c much fatties.
oni a few quite plump but nt those plump plump until bth tt kind u noe....
jus a bit fat...

i even wonder how to survive in ITE.
omg.
i can nvr survive with just a o lvl cert rite...
BUT HOW?!

omg.
and those love matters make me go even more pekchek mann.
i really cant forget.
how the fuck can get him off my head?!
the only idea i can think is to be a LESBIAN.
BUT pls larh....
i is definately cant de lah.
lesbian my head.
haii.
sooo.... HOW?

Tuesday, December 9, 2008 @ 4:12 AM
2 daes liao

last two daes 12 plus haven slp....
1st daes was bcoz chow msg me while i was slping then i until 2 littat than fall aslp...
yst chow msg again. but i was half awake lah. so exactly her fault bahhs.
then i listen music listen until 12 plus still haven slp.
thnn daddy ate supper so i went out look at him eat.
then went bck to listen music.

kip on dreaming super dooper weird things lor.
shall not say the 1st one.
went bck to slp then dreamt tt i fail my el paper.
i freakkin cry like hell.
its like 21 passing mark....
thn i was flipping through stack of papers then chow bhind me.
so looked at chow's mark she gt 31...
then i was like like praying fucking hard wish tt i wont fail lah.
then i flip flip flip then i saw my marks.
18...
then i cry lor.
i was like... everytime i fail de. then chow pass.
then chow kip on saying wad "aiya nvm lahh...." then same old thing wen i always fail lahh.
then she always pass de.
make me freakking angry lo.
everytime she say she will faill then she pass.
zzz

even my dream oso littat.

and the worst thing is tt i dono why the hell our EL teacher is WILLIAM LIEW.
WEIRD RITE.
??!!
i woke up then i cry a bit lo.
i really damn scared i will fail my o lvls.
ever since tt two wk go bck sch to study i really felt so stupid lah.
esp a maths n e maths.
even chow n mui can understand...
YET I DONT.
even e math i oso can gao blurr.
mean median mode last yr learn b4 i still can dun understand...
i really feel damn stupid lo.

then i suddenly dun feel like taking o lvl chinese next yr.
i jus want to take 2 time mother tongue mahh.
try the o lvl paper nxt yr.
but i dun tink i can make it.
even in sec 5.
i tink i will end up in ite.
then i will slim dwn coz of the P.E...
must pass if nt i can nvr leave ITE.
zzz.
nowonder tt time go to the ITE nvr c much fatties.
oni a few quite plump but nt those plump plump until bth tt kind u noe....
jus a bit fat...

i even wonder how to survive in ITE.
omg.
i can nvr survive with just a o lvl cert rite...
BUT HOW?!

omg.
and those love matters make me go even more pekchek mann.
i really cant forget.
how the fuck can get him off my head?!
the only idea i can think is to be a LESBIAN.
BUT pls larh....
i is definately cant de lah.
lesbian my head.
haii.
sooo.... HOW?